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Back in the building

2011-11-16T16:38:00.001+08:00

OH-MY-GOD. How I miss to blog A few months have past and I'm back on Blogger!! So, I shall not write everything that happened for the past few months.. Let's just start a new book alright.

I desperately need to shop. I have tonnes of things that I want to buy and this is my to-buy-list;

1. Ripple Puff Dress
2. Varsity Jacket (though its overrated, I still want it!)
3. Tuxedo Jacket or a Boyfriend Blazer
4. Sheer Blouse
5. Printed Skinny Jeans
6. Feather Skirt
7. Messenger Bag
8. Fedora Hat
9. A comfy Sweat Shirt
10. Sophie Kinsella's Madeleine Wickham Series (ALL 7)

Unfortunately, I'm broke. How I wish money does grow on trees.

count your blessings

2011-06-29T14:58:00.002+08:00

A week till my 16th birthday, and what else to post other than a good sensible wishlist? ;)

1. A leather watch -preferably black or brown

2. A medium sized purse

3. A black suede from Forever 21 - Im a size 5 :p

4. Rock Me perfume by Anna Sui

5. Cash $$$

6. Rings, rings, rings a whole bunch of rings

7. Topshop eyeliner and lip gloss

I just love birthdays xx

sorry for party rocking

2011-06-19T14:42:00.002+08:00

Was away to Australia, and it was awesome. Till then, update later.

your touch magnetizing

2011-05-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

21st April 2011, awesome shit night ♥ Anyways, I'm not back on blogger, just updating the photos of the concert for fun. Do wish me lucks for my mid term! Xx

waking up and hating everybody

2011-04-03T01:56:00.004+08:00

Dudes, its been awhile since I update my blog. Just got back from Garden, Patio and Parade today. Exhausted but restless, so I can't really sleep tonight. Quick updates, I'm psych about Justin Bieber's concert, can't wait! Exam marks have been a bitch (2A, 2D, 1E), I've got a newborn kitten named Ray, the world is coming to an end and I'm literally stuck at one point where I really can't relate to anyone. Alright, I'm crapping now so cheers mate. P/s- I'm on hiatus but I'm always on Twitter

i'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?

2011-03-08T14:46:00.002+08:00

What's up! Hi, Happy March. Well, I know its 8th already but tafak cares. So, exam was a mindfuck. Totally. I'm pretty sure that I'm gonna fail at least 50% of the papers. It was so hard I can die, really. I wish I'm still in 2010, I don't mind sitting for PMR again because Form4 is definitely undeniably harder than Form3 :'( Anyways, life must go on and lets just stay strong.

Anyway, I'm braceless nao. Hehe, well not the upper part YET. Dr. Sia is taking out the upper part on the 24th March, can't wait! But then, I'm gonna miss my braces :( Oh oh btw, my mum and dad is going to Cambodia (god knows where tahell is that, mind me my geography sucks big time) and I'm home alone! Well, not technically, I have my maid w me but she's nothing lol.

So last Friday I hung out w Mooz, Min and Naz at Taipan. Met Faizul and crapped the heck out of me w him, HAHA. So funny. And saw a lot of peeps there. Hm, life has been good, but I'm still on my way to perfecting it. I'm not a perfectionist, but somehow, I feel like perfecting my life. Okay stop right there, I've got to go. Ciao me lovess ♥

you make me feel like i was the only one

2011-02-19T18:19:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm so freaking bored now. Despite the fact that I haven't even start my Civic folio yet, and my March Test is going to be on the 28th February, I'm still so bored. Ironic isn't it? Well anyways, I'm going to talk about my parents. They've been treating me like a baby -.- I mean, I know I AM the baby in the family but for god's sake, I'm sixteen already! Well technically fifteen plus, but who tafak cares, I soon will be sixteen -.- They've been pretty controlling and EVERY SINGLE NIGHT they will ask me to sleep with them. I mean common how many times should I repeat, I'M SIXTEEN. Maybe they're being caring, but please mum and dad, I can stand on my own two feet, if I need you guys, I will tell okay? Zzz -.-

Hm I suck at Add Math. I mean, who doesn't? Lol. Even though I revised quite few times, I still don't get it. Is it just me or Add Math is a son of a bitch? And I'm beginning to hate Chemist -.- I guess its because of the practical teacher. No offence, but she can't even speak an understandable English, how can she TEACH?! She pronounced 'may read' as 'MARRIED'. I think the best thing to do during Chemist is sleep :) I know I will fail most of the subjects for my March Test so whats the point of studying?

My school has this Larian Bersama Twelveans a.k.a Cross Country today but I didn't go cos I refused to lol. Who wants to jog for 3km and get nothing? -.- Its a waste of time and energy, lebih baik tidur kat rumah kan kan? Lmao. Oh btw, I'm baking brownies, yet again. I hope it turns out well ;) So long readers, got to go now, wanna watch American Idol, go Colton Dixon! ♥

here we go again

2011-02-17T15:54:00.006+08:00

Helo readers. 2nd entry for February. Honestly, I've nothing much to say. Well lets just start with a simple topic, my current obsessions ♥

Exhibit A- Suedes. They're amazingly gorgeous, drop dead gorgeous. And I can't take my eyes off them OMG OMG OMG. Look at those black ones, I really need them. Desperate.

Exhibit B- These super cute sunglasses. Apparently I need to buy a new one since my friend, Azrai broke my RED ray ban. Zzzzzz so sad IKR! -.-

Exhibit C- Victoria Secret Pure Seduction Perfume. Oh my god, if you haven't smelled it or even heard of it, I insist you should smell. Daymn, its the best perfume, like seriously!

Exhibit D- TWITTER! :D Should I say more? Lol

To be honest, there's hell loads more of my obsessions, but these are the current ones. Kthanksbye

Thanks for the memories

2011-02-04T17:25:00.005+08:00

Had a fucking rough February. But I'm holding on to it and wish it'll all get better. I'm dying for a sweet escape now because I really think I need to run away from all of the shits. I've been tweeting a lot so I'm sorry Facebook, Blog and Tumblr, I kinda abandoned you guys. Don't blame me, blame Twitter cos its so bloody addictive. School hasn't been a great help. Exams and studies are killing me, mentally and physically. Literally. And all of my loved ones are moving :( Most of them will go to boarding school and obviously that does not help. You guys will be dearly missed! *sobssss

I went out w Nayli, Shakila, Niena, Faiz and Hakiimi on 2nd February. Sure do had fun ;) Watched Khurafat for the 2nd time and this time I didn't shut my eyes at all hihi. Bumped into LOADS of people. I met Fara, Hyzra, Rafeeq, Tasneem, Shah Iman and lots more. Anyways, just updating my blog to wish you guys Happy Lunar New Year, have a prosperous one! And Happy Upcoming Valentine's Day ♥

dolls and darlings

2011-01-25T15:55:00.002+08:00

I'M ON HIATUS.

You can still find me on twitter, though.

Lets waste Friday nights together

2011-01-15T11:35:00.004+08:00

Isn't Justin Bieber is super awesome? Well for me he is! He's freaking coming to Malaysia on this 21st April at Stadium Merdeka. Tickets available at Bangsar Village II, Rock Corner, www.ticketpro.com.my and www.airasiaredtix.com. From RM98 to RM498. I hope I can go ♥

i sometimes wonder why do i even bother

2011-01-12T15:13:00.004+08:00

Helo. First week of school was exhausting. I had fever, I had the most awful sore throat ever and I can't stop coughing. Gosh, I hate it when I'm not well. So far, school has been okay. I still do miss Amiga :'( My favourite subject is PROBABLY Chemistry, and I hate Physics like soooo FTW -.- And I hate Sejarah too. Actually I don't hate Sejarah, I just hate the teacher who teaches me Sejarah :) I have to go to Braun Buffel to get my mum a purse for her birthday present. Oh that reminds me I have to get something for Haziq too, his birthday is on 15th Jan. And I have to go to Bangsar Village this Saturday to get Justin Bieber's concert ticket. Unfortunately, I'm not free this Saturday :( But I'm positive Justin Bieber will wait for me ♥ HAHA HOTAK AKU.

Anyways, I've decided to take EST and suprisingly, I quite like it. I mean, its just English, right? Not bragging or anything la kan -.- Btw, I hate Taylor Swift *lol tiba tiba je. Hoho American Idol 10 is startingggg! I can't wait :D Fyi, I'm eating vanilla ice cream with banana and honey so I guess I should stop blogging or else my laptop will be full of ice cream, bananas and honey.

No more heartache

2011-01-03T15:51:00.005+08:00

First post of 2011. Hello readers ♥ Today was first day of school. Despite the fact that I was soaking wet, I had a great time being in my new class, 4 Delphi. I'm still the Ketua Keceriaan, 4 years for god's sake. My class teacher isn't so bad, and I get the chance to only meet my Bio teacher, Puan Norma. She's okay :) Just that the way she talks is kinda annoying lol. So tomorrow I will get my text books (PROBABLY) I'm so confused to not drop or drop EST hm :/ Well anyways, can't wait for this Saturday cos I'm baking cupcakes *jumping up and down . . . . .

~~I'M BLANK~~

Kthanksbye

2010 Highlights

2010-12-31T01:22:00.007+08:00

January- New Year's Eve was superb, still remember I went to The Curve with my family and relatives. It was a great way to start a fresh new book :) On the 19th was my mum's birthday. And from 29th till 31st, my mum went to Dubai. Yeah, she didn't bring me along -.-

February- I still remember I got a really high fever, it lasted 6 days :O On the 13th was the best night ever, Fify and I went to a concert at Istana Budaya, god I miss that :') And on the 8th Fify got her boyfriend, which incredibly last long till this very minute :)

March- Definitely a reminder of PMR because there was March Test! On the 26th was my dad's birthday, we didn't do much I guess, just threw a small gathering with the families. Well, my dad don't really care about birthdays lol.

April- It was kinda embarrassing and total disappointment because on the 8th, I had an audition for the Talent Search but unfortunately, I had fever. Fever was a bitch that time, seriously. So, I didn't get through semi-final :( But it sokay, there's still 2011! On the 23rd I bought my Onitsuka Tiger ♥ and on the 24th was Canteen Day, I had fun :')

May- On the 27th, THE PORKS- Amanda, Wan Jin, Fee and I went out to Sunway. On the 28th, it was Fee's birthday but I wasn't in Subang because I had to go to Cherating, Pahang. Trip to Cherating was amazing, the beach was so calming :)

June- The best month I guess, on the 3rd till 13th, I went to London. On the 8th was my sister's birthday so we celebrated in London. And on the 11th, FIFA starts! :D 25th was an official one year of being a braceface hihi :D

July- Obviously my favourite month cos its my birthday :) 1st July was my first attempt on baking cupcakes, and it turned out pretty god (Y) 4th was my parents anniversary :') On the 6th, (MY BIRTHDAY) my friends and I went to Taipan and they tempek-ed me haha, it was the best birthday ever. Sadly, Nayli's mum passed away on 11th July :'( On the 8th was Futsal Competition and we won 3rd place :D 17th, Twelveans Unmasked- the night when the school changed into a party scene.

August- 11th was the first day of fasting, pretty exhausting -.- 16th was PPPA, which literally scare the heck outta me. August was filled with buka puasa dinners :) 30th was National Day and I still remember Fee and I sang patriotic songs like a maniac during assembly. And we mocked Indonesia lol :P

September- Hell yeah, 10th was HARI RAYA! :D On the 25th was my sister's birthday, I kinda felt bad cos I didnt give her anything while she gave me this one fancy leather jacket :/ Hihi, well I never said I'm a good sister :P

October- Should I say more? The most nerve wracking month. 5th till 11th was the day of torture-ness, its PMR! But good thing, on the 12th was the best day, EVER. 17th was my open house, I had a blast :)

November- On the 2nd, my parents went to Hajj, leaving my sisters and I alone at our house. Hell yeah we went out A LOT lol :P November was such a total freedom. 11th was my class BBQ Pool Party. It was kinda hmm "bad" at first, but then I really did enjoyed myself :) I'm so going to miss the Amigas ♥

December-My parents finally came back from Hajj on the 16th :) And on the 23rd was the BEST day of my life. I finally achieved what I want so badly, 8A's! Alhamdulillah. And as a reward, I get a new phone from my dad on the 27th :) 29th was a memorable day for the whole country, cos our football team, the Harimau Malaya won the AFF Suzuki Cup! Anyways, time flies, seriously. It's 31st December today and it's New Year's Eve. I hope 2011 will be good to me :)

2010, you will be dearly missed ♥ They were tears of joy, and also of sadness. But without those memories, my 2010 won't be this rock :D XX, writing for the last time in 2010, Shanaa ♥

unveil a new excitement

2010-12-26T18:28:00.006+08:00

It's 26th December already?! I can't believe it. It felt like yesterday I was still 14++, and now I'm counting days to be 16. Time flies, yes it does. So end year had been quite hectic for me. Preparing myself to be in the upper form hasn't been a real help, frankly. I haven't buy my school books yet, which I consider isn't a step up for a new year resolution- never delay stuffs that need to be done. To top that off, I still haven't start on my BM scrapbook. Urgh :/ I wonder how my grades will be next year. Who are my classmates? Who is my class teacher? Please don't say Teo, PLEASE.

Anyways, yesterday was Christmas, my family and I went out. We watched double movies- I'm Still A Virgin (Aku Masih Dara la lol :P) and Narnia and the Voyage of the Dawn Treader. Narnia was awesome, but I still insist on Susan and Peter to be in the movie. The Pevensies aren't complete without those two. Bought my school uniform already, but still delaying on the stationary. We also surveyed phone for my PMR present, and I was thinking to buy Nokia c601. Touch screen, 8 Megapixel, WiFi, 3G yada yada. Received some cash from my parents, thanks, you guys ROCK lololol.

God I'm gonna miss 2010. There's a lot of memories I've been through. Tonnes of 'em. The sweetest are probably going to a concert, celebrate my birthday at rooftop with the flours and all, Twelveans Unmasked, I went to London with my family for the 2nd time, the barbeque and pool party with the Amigas, Smokester with the form threes, and of course, outing with the friends. Those memories will forever be in mind ♥

I'd like to wish an early Happy New Year, have a blast! Make sure you achieve your new year resolutions. I hope I will. Anyways, may 2011 will be a heck of a year in our lives. I hope I'm strong enough to ride this roller coaster again. Happy 2011!

All I ever wanted

2010-12-24T00:32:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah. A thousand times Alhamdulillah. After 3 years, my hard work and perspiration pays! I got straight A's :D God, I just can't stop smiling. Special thanks to all the teachers from 2008 till 2010, thank you for teaching me and coping with my loud voice in class lol. Thank goes to my parents, they've been there for me through thick and thin. And to my friends, without you guys, I know I won't get 8A's. So thank you so bloody bloody much ♥ Now, its time for me to start a fresh new book. 2011 here I come. And 2011 fo sho will be tougher than evaah! Upper form scares me to death, seriously. Nevertheless, I'll try my best to maintain. Oh btw, thank you for all the peeps who wished me congratulation :)

do you ever feel like a plastic bag?

2010-12-22T05:31:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW IS PROBABLY THE BIGGEST DAY OF 2010 ♥

Oh Mylanta!

2010-12-13T17:39:00.003+08:00

I'm so fucking lazy to update my blog so here's some list of my holidays activities-

#1, Went to waterfall

#2, Midnight movie

#3, Karaoke like hell

#4, Watched tivi

#5, Online (durhh)

#6, Hung out at Taipan

#7, Shopped

#8, Eat

#9, Sleep

Btw, PMR result is on 23rd Dec, which will be happening in another 10 days. TTYL ♥

I owe it all to you

2010-12-06T01:18:00.003+08:00

Helo. So I woke up at 9 today (5th December) and went to Baskin Robbins. Around 12, Kimi and Redza came to hang out with Fify and I. Then, we went to Garden and the guys played pool. Fify and I decided to eat at Pizza Hut cos we were starving to death. Ate pizza and then went back to Garden again. Played foosball with them, met Idzat and finally met Din :) I effing love his hair man ♥ Then, at 3, Redza sent Fify and I to Fify's house and we played Omegle. It was hilarious lol. I saved the exact conversation and it sounds like this-

Stranger: can I masturbate you?
You: Fuck off you small cock !
Stranger: You 2 are cute
You: We know we are
Stranger: I got a big one. Aha

HAHAHA. Okay, so moving on, my sister came to Fify's house and sent her and her whole family to LCCT cos they're leaving to Aussie. I so wanna follow you, I'll be in your suitcase :'( Lol. Then, my sister and I went to Empire, shopped a little and ate at Kenny Roggers. Sorry Kenny, can't beat Nando's! Hahaha. Well, gtg now, I wanna watch movie. XX

two hundred and thirty first post

2010-12-03T17:36:00.002+08:00

Hi, this totally out of the blue, but after I've been tumblring kittens pictures, I suddenly felt a spark of joy. And its obvious, I want a kitty! I want a white fluffy one, with bright crystal blue eyes, just like the one up there. Its so cute and adorable and bite-able and cuddly and 'awww' ♥ Fyi, my mum did promised me before she leave to Hajj, she'll buy me a Persian kitten but heck -.- Speaking of cats, my very first cat was Pussy (yeah what a weird name) I still remember I will sleep with him every night and to be honest, he snores a little lol. But then, after a few years later, he died because he accidentally drank contaminated water -.-

And then I had this one cat named Tam, he was old yeap, and smelly HAHA. But he keeps our house free cockroaches and lizards so he did some good deeds to my family and I :') And then he died because he was too old to live. After Tam died, I had 4 adorable kittens, namely- Bobo, Blacky, Belle and Brownie. They're the cutest thing ever, so little, so cute. And I've to say they're my favourite ones. Bobo is greyish brownish, Blacky was obviously black, Belle was white and Brownie was brown duh. Brownie was the most reserve one but the most manja one :) While Blacky in the other hand was the hyper active one and Bobo and Belle was a normal kittens.

To me personally, I favor Brownie the most because she's always with me hihihi. Then the sad part, Belle and Brownie got lost and until now I still don't know where they went. Bobo is officialy someone else's favourite pet because i gave it away, and Blacky died of a car accident. He didn't look left and right when he was crossing the road- told ya he's hyper active. Well, enough said, I want a kitten!

for you i'd be running a thousand miles

2010-12-02T15:07:00.004+08:00

I woke up at 9 and had two sausages. Then I was so bored and had nothing to do so I sleep again. Woke up at 1 and had lunch, steamboat. Auntie Salmah and Auntie Nik came and joined us for lunch. They even bought me something, how thoughtful of them :') Currently on twitter, tumblr, facebook and blog- LIFELESS MUCH. I haven't had the chance to go out cos I'm pretty lazy nowadays. I'd prefer online in my freezing room and read books. Yes, that reminds me I've to finish my Kinsella's collection.

I need new phone. An iPhone perhaps. Or is that too demanding? Blackberry would be just fine then. My current phone is a pain in the ass. It plays dead all the time and just recently, 20 songs and almost hundred of my pictures and videos disappeared just like that. I might sound overboard but I'm not making this up. Why would I make up stories anyway? To top that of, I was happily tweeting the other day when all of a sudden the annoying 'page cannot be displayed' appeared. Needless to say, I need new mobile asap.

I simply love- Nando's, crunchie, Justin Bieber, turquoise, Usher, rings, photography, internet, peach, Sophie Kinsella, Starworld, shopping, eyeliner, kittens, Kardashians, cupcakes, Manchester United, music, my comforter, Ikea, karaoke, leather, Katy Perry.

I fucking hate- gay Korean boy bands, Nicky Minaj, Taylor Swift, kiwi, marshmallows, people who own an iPhone/Blackberry/iPad, nuts, Chelsea, Snickers, Bounty, fruit cakes, guilt, guys with chest hair, lizards, Kristin Stewart, bowling, haunted houses, rempitzz.

p/s- this is totally random, i write what pops on my mind

breaking news

2010-12-01T16:37:00.003+08:00

Bloody hell, I miss my blog ♥ Oh anyway, happy very late thanksgiving :) and happy December! I am literally freaking out right now knowing that PMR result is going to be revealed in less than a month. But at the same time, I was gobsmacked when I realized my parents had left my sisters and I for almost a month now. And we're still alive :D Fyi, I'm pretty much lifeless now because I'm doing nothing else other than tweeting, facebooking, blogging and tumblring -.-

Just so you know, Maroon 5 will come to Malaysia on April 2011. And bleghh ~~Wondergirls~~ on their Wonder Tour are coming down to Genting this 11th bleghh bleghh bleghh. Sorry but I just fucking hate kpop :) Anyways, I'm very much in love with Miley's new song called Forgiveness and Love. And this is totally random but I'm craving for Crunchie, yet again. When I was 5 or something around that, I thought crunchie is made out of edible sponge -.- Curse my sisters for making that stories so believable.

Well, I better get going, its already 5.30 and I have to have tea. XX, Shanaa

fresh new start

2010-11-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

24th November- I went to Subang Parade to eat at Nando's. My sister invited her boyfriend over and come join us for lunch, but her boyfriend refused to (its fake cos he wanted to make a suprise to my sister) And so he did suprised my sister and he bought her a new handbag. Aren't he's the sweetest thing? :') Then went back home and I slept like the whole day. Godness knows I'm bloody lethargic.

25th November- Supposedly, i have a dentist appoinment. Nevertheless, you know I'm such a lazybum and a sleepy head, I overslept until 12pm -.- And my appoinment was supposed to be at 10am. Fyi, until today I still haven't call my dentist to apologise for not making to the appoinment hihihi. Sorry Dr. Sia :D

26th November- Went to McD at 4.30pm. Met Kimi, Niena and Nabihah. Hung out with them for awhile, but then we decided to go to Garden because McD was so damn hot -.- At Garden, Niena and I talked while Fify, Kimi and Nabihah played pool. And then we went back to McD and I met Hezmen. We were so bored, so we played Omegle and haha you know what happened, durh is OMEGLE -.- Then, Niena and Nabihah went back home at 6. So, Fify, Kimi and I went to Starbucks. Fify and I were such a crackhead hahaha. Then, we went to Patio, and got back home at 9.30pm.

baby you're a firework

2010-11-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10, get dressed and straight to Sunway. Ate at Laksa Shack and went to Amp Square to karaoke for 3 hours. It was awesomeeeeee! Fee, Hariz, Ariff, Nazhif, Alin, Anisah, Edora and I danced to Usher's like there's no tomorrow, seriously (Y) I almost lost my voice and the room was so damn hot, and I was sweating like urgh a pig -.- And then went to Auntie Ann's and hang out there for awhile, had an argument with both ariff and hariz *well you know us.

Then after they went back, Fee and I went to bowling alley cos i need to be at a place which is cold. But bleghhh bowling alley isn't as cold as I remembered it was. Around 8, I went back home. Now, I'm online-ing like a byotch. TTYL ♥

lets get this party started

2010-11-22T17:42:00.004+08:00

21st November 2010- Abang Fariz came to my house and we ate lunch. Around 4pm, AbangFariz, my sisters and I went to Wangsa Walk Mall to karaoke. We karaoke for 2 hours. Then, we went to Kampung Baru to have our dinner at a restaurant called HR Steak.My god, the steak there is AWE to the SOME. After dinner, we went to KLCC and Pavi to shop :) Around 11, we went to Wangsa Walk Mall again to watch midnight movie. We watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows Part 1. It was brilliant. If any of you still haven't watch the show, WATCH IT. For me, this is the best one so far. But I can't deny Prisoner of Azkabans is my all time favourite, idk why haha. Went back home at 4am.

22nd November 2010- I woke up at 11am cos someone texted me, but then i slept again and then I woke up again at 4pm yeah greattt. Ate late lunch and blogged. Wanted to book movie tickets for tomorrow but all the shows now are like shits -.- Oh btw, tomorrow I'm going to Sunway with my classmates :) Ciaos ♥

time stood still

2010-11-18T22:52:00.004+08:00

17th November- Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to everyone. My sisters and I went to beraya. First house was Auntie Nik's at Bukit Jelutong. Ate roti jala and caramel pudding there. Then went to Auntie Shiela's house at Kemensah Residency. Ate sate, lamb, cakes and ice cream. Watched Khaleesa, Libby, Mukhris and Mysara played Wii and Nintendo. I used Auntie Shiela's iPad, so daymn envy her -.-' After that, went to Uncle Khalid's house at Taman Melawati. Ate soto and chocolate cake at his house. Watched Ice Age 3, Parent Trap and Bolt :D After Maghrib, we went to Sunway Batu Caves to go to Eleen's house. Ate sate again. And had some cakes. Didn't stay long at her house cos we need to go to Auntie Milah's house. At her house, I had laksa penang and fettucini carbonara, yummmy :) Went back home around 11pm.

18th November- Woke up at 11am, and went to Kak Za's saloon but then its closed -.- such a disappointment. So went to USJ 16, to get my hair cut. And guess what? I have new hair :D Layered it, and now it looks so much better. Then at 2pm, my sister send me to Sunway and meet the byotchs at Amp Square. We karaoke for 3 freaking hours. Thank god Fee ordered honey lemon, it helps me get my voice back :) Then at 4pm, we wanna have our late lucnch but all of us are indeed very choosy so it took us almost 15 minutes to just figure out where to eat. At last, TGI Fridays was our choice. I ate steak, Fee at er Nachos? Amanda and Wan Jin ate mac and cheese. Yeah, they all eat appetizers, I'm like the only one who eat main dish but I'm the skinniest -.- Anyways, Amanda and Wan Jin had to leave early, at 6pm. Hence, Fee and I walked around sunway and shopped :) I bought a blazer jacket and a top, Fee bought a crop tee. Went back around 8.30pm. Had lasagna for dinner

I'm going out with my sister tomorrow, maybe. If she wakes up. So byebye fellas.

identified

2010-11-14T02:37:00.003+08:00

13th November - I slept at 5am and woke up at 2pm. Straight to Setiawangsa to send the cupcakes. Ate at the party and chill out. It was so funny to see all of those adorable but naughty kids running around and living their life to the fullest, it really made me miss my childhood :'/ Then at 5, went to my uncle's house at Taman Melawati. He invited us to join dinner at Pavilion. Had my dinner at Marrakesh, and then went back home around 11pm. Immediately on my facebook and chatted with Dini and Adam until 1am. Wanted to sleep but can't so went downstairs and ate cupcakes (leftovers lol) Then went upstairs to my room and blog. I'm so boring right now, I think I'm gonna watch Step Up 3D again.

XX Shanaa ♥

today mirrors tomorrow

2010-11-13T04:05:00.004+08:00

As you can see from the picture above, yes I baked cupcakes yesterday. I was so exhausted because I baked 100 cupcakes. Yeah, sounds easy- "its just cupcakes" But hey, never underestimate these adorable mouth watering cupcakes maaan, they take time to look this cute, just like me HAHAHA (Kay kay, I was joking) You've must be wondering why do I bake so much, well actually the cupcakes are for my sister's boyfriend's niece. Get it? Its her birthday anyway. Yeah, and her mum paid me RM 150, lol. So I guess they're my first customer? Haha.

Then at night I went to Sunway with my sisters, we had a great laugh because we all were acting like we're the Kardashians. My first sister get to play Khloe, my second one get to play Kim, and I'm Kourtney. Hahaha it was so hilarious that I almost pee in my pants lmao. We went to Sunway to buy the birthday girl some presents and we got her something from Miss Whatevaaaaah urgh so budak budak -.- LOL. When I stepped into the store like 'Girls' and 'Sasha', I was thinking 'WHAT WAS I THINKING BACK THEN?!' But hey, I can't blame me I was so girlish back then hahaha.

Oh btw, I've watched Ramona and Beezus! The movie was awesome, and I actually cried. Omg, I cried over a movie, that's bizarre haha. Joey King is soooo adorable. Oh and Josh Duhamel stars in the movie too! I didn't know at first but when I saw him, I literally shrieked (LOL). Well, I gtg now, I wanna have some rest and drink some Vanilla Coke. Ciaos ♥

it is so inspirational

2010-11-12T01:15:00.004+08:00

11th November, its my class- 3 Amiga BBQ Party. At first, didn't had so much fun because 'you-know-what', but the minute when they literally lifted and threw me in the pool, yeah that was hell fun. Then, we all confessed how was it being with the exact same person in the exact same class for three freaking years. Truthfully, I wasn't happy to be in this class, there's too much drama and problems. But then I realized that different people have different interest so we can't all be the same. If not, our class will be boring as hell. And I've to agree, the fights really spiced up my years, and it really bond us. Even though 'people' out there call us names like arrogant, big-headed, superior, snobbish, etc, but obviously we are strong through it all. Anyways, if anyone of you guys are going to boarding school next year, I'll absolutely will miss you :) Good luck, wish you all the best for the anxious day, 28th December. I hope we all will success with flying colours, 8A's ALL THE WAY. Needless to say, don't ever forget me next year, and for those who aren't taking pure science, you will be dearly missed by me fo sho :'( XX, Shanaa

Copycat

2010-11-07T20:43:00.001+08:00

Listen, I don’t want to create problems over here but you just pissed me off. Please find your own authenticity, bitch. Since the last few MOTHS I’ve been holding back and be patient with your fucked up attitudes. I’m not trying to form publicity by posting this on my blog, but you’re really going overboard. From your fake personality to your lies, I mean common you don’t have to try to fit in. Even other people told me that you’re a weirdo. You stare at people as if they just killed your mother. Then, the boyfriend issues. If you don’t have one, there’s nothing to be humiliated of. I’m single myself and I’m not ashamed to tell people that I’m riding solo. Common, be realistic. Oh and then when my friend and I were talking about vacations and particularly AUSTRALIA, it just magically pop out on your blog saying you want to go to Aussie WTF? I’m not being ‘perasan’ or whatsoever, but if you think logically, it’s so pathetic. If you ask my friends, my family and loved ones, they all would probably know that I’m a huge fan of photography since ages ago, but then, you butt off and says ‘oh I lovey dovey photography’ Do you know how annoying and irritating is that?! There’s a lot more example I can give, but I’m just too lazy to interpret each and one of them. So pathetic loser, I would appreciate if you MYOB and get a life. Thank you.

so this is goodbye

2010-11-03T23:37:00.003+08:00

My parents had left Malaysia and I believe they’re on their way-up in the sky, to Saudi Arabia. At first, I thought it was easy to say goodbye to them, but eventually I shred litters of tears. I know I’m the baby in the family, and my mum particularly, had never leaved me these long-45 days. The longest was maybe a week. I would have lie if I say I’m not missing them. But, I’m okay, friends and family are here :) Anyways, tomorrow I have dentist appointment. And ahmagaad I can’t believe I’m saying this but I PROBABLY going to be braceless tomorrow :D I’m excited, but I know deep down inside I’m gonna miss being a braceface hahaha. Oh btw, I can’t wait for this 11th Nov because it’s my class BBQ party! Its potluck and I’m bringing chocolate cake that says ‘3 AMIGA ROCK OUR ASS OFF’. We’re planning to tempek each other, even though it’s not on someone’s birthday. So yeah, I’m really looking forward for this BBQ party. Fyi, I want to shop. Shop till I drop, hell yeah. I’ve been patient these past few weeks but I can’t help it anymore now because shopping is just so persuasive. I don’t care how broke I am, I just need new stuffs.

a little bird told me

2010-11-01T17:55:00.001+08:00

Follow me on www.twitter.com/shanaamab *tweet tweet

one less lonely gal

2010-10-31T20:41:00.003+08:00

Hi! Happy halloween, people! I woke up at 4pm today (yeah I know its late, I blame Man Utd cos they forces me to watch the match untill 3 in the morning) Well, Manu won 2-0, Vidic and Nani scored hell yeaaah. Speaking of football, congratulation tu kelantanese, you guys won 2-1. Back to the topic, when I wake up at 4, my mum forced me to follow her to my sister's university at shah alam, so I followed her. Ate at McD and then I remembered KIMI wanted to lepak with me at br. I'm sory bro, I forgot to text you -.-

Then, around 7 something, my dad and I went to Baskin to buy ice cream (obviously) cos its 31st :) Met Hezmen, Danny cos they worked there. Went back home, online and blog. I know I have such a pathetic boring life, kay bye -.-'

without any make up on

2010-10-30T05:43:00.002+08:00

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you need to know this

2010-10-29T20:54:00.005+08:00

Guys,

1. You don't need to speak in English if you don't know how to

2. You don't have to act like you are so cool in front of girls

3. Apologize, cos whether you're wrong or not, you will always be the one apologizing

4. If a girl didn't reply your text for like 10 times, SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU KAY?

5. Never flatter you EX GIRLFRIEND in front of your current girlfriend

6. Never ever fool around with a friend or relative of a girl whom you're with

7. Always remember all those damn dates and birthdays

xx, Shanaa

Goddes of Mercy

2010-10-28T01:21:00.003+08:00

Ashley Banjo is so HOT ♥ ♥ ♥ what more can I say? A picture worth a thousand word :) Kay, I've been meaning to post Ashley's picture but I keep on forgetting about it. Anyways, now that I did, I wanna talk crap about him. Do you know he's hell of a dancer? He's with this group called Diversity, and ahmagaaad, he's the best street dancer on land, like seriously (!) Btw, I went to Sunway on the 26th October with Amanda and Wan Jin. We watched You Again and the movie was awesome (Y) It was 100x better than life as we know it. I bought another beret, this time is a gray one. Wanted to buy this top from cotton on but I'm kinda broke -.- but the good news is, my dad just gave me my allowance :D

I spent 27th October in front of the laptop designing invitation cards and searching for any photography class nearby but I couldn't found one, which is such a total disappointment. But thank god I manage to do a stunning invitation card yaaay me :) *kay, tak ada lah stunning mana -.-' My grandparents are coming this saturday ahh im so eager :D And, I cant wait for next Friday as it is Amiga's BBQ Party :) But the thing is, its potluck so what am I supposed to bring? Oh btw, we're going to play water balloon so yeah I cant wait >:D Goodbye then XX- Shanaa.

P/s- Another picture of this very hot guy :p

put your hands up

2010-10-25T02:07:00.002+08:00

22nd October- Fee came to my house to get ready for the Smokester Party. We highlighted our hair and buff our nails. Around 1930, my mum sent us to sixteen. Waited for Niena because she had our tickets. Then she came, and we PARTAAAYH :D We danced, shared secrets, tell stories and stuff. Met a lot of people, and had fun. Fee slept at my house.

23rd October- Went to KLCC, watched Life As We Know It. Baby Sophie is soooo adorable. Josh Duhamel too ♥ Went back around 7, and then straight to Fee's house. Went to Uptown Shah Alam, reached home by 12 something I guess. Slept at hers. Oh btw, I bought a mask because we plan on organising a Masquerade Party :D

24th October- Woke up at 12 -.- then ate lunch. fooled around at Fee's house and then my mum pick us up at 1500. Changed my oufit, then went to uitm to send my sister's food and pick up her assignment. Then straight to Auntie Nik's house. At laksam, and lasagna (SORRY GARFIELD xD) and then, we played Guitar Hero and Rock Band and sang like shit. Hahaha, it was daymn fun.

25th October- Happry Birthday Ameer Hazeem ♥

used to dream of being a millionaire

2010-10-21T21:42:00.003+08:00

I just realized how bored to death I am when PMR is over *ahmaagaad did I just said that? Okay, so supposedly, today is movie marathon with Fee. We're planning to watch three movies- You Again, Life As We Know It and Cuti-cuti Cinta. But then, fee text me all of a sudden saying she can't go out cos her dad kinda blah blah blah. So I decided to just hang out at Garden instead. And we did, met loads of peeps at Garden. I was craving for McShaker so badly, so we went to McD. After that, we both wanted to buff our nails but then we thought why don't just buy the buffer and do it at home, DIY :) Hence, we went to Guardian. And we didn't just buy buffer, we bought hair colour as well :D

Btw, I went to dentist in the morning and Dr Sia said that I'll be taking off my braces most probably on the 4th November or somewhere in December. I'm so thrilled :D But for sure, Im gonna miss my braces :'( Anyways, I should go to school tomorrow because I've been holidaying for a week. And for god's sake, I havent hand in my text books :O Pn 'Roy' will surely be MAD at me hihihi :P Plus, tomorrow is Smokester, the BBQ party. I'm soooo lazy to go *sigh. But, I have to since I already bought the tickets. And I dont know what to wear :( I so need to go shopping, ASAP. Well, gtg now ♥ XX Shanaa.

P/s- I changed my blogskin (!) :D

on my skin tight jeans

2010-10-20T03:22:00.001+08:00

19th October,

Haaah what a great day to begin (bullshitsss no it isn't) I slept at 6am, believe me I have those raccoon eyes this morning. Had to wake up early, at 10am. So you do the math, I only slept for pfft 4 hours -.- Then my dad and I went to my uncle's clinic to scan my non-stop grunting tummy. For god's sake I felt like a pregnant lady for a while with jelly and the scanner on my tummy :B As a result, my uncle told me I had gastric. Hm, even worse when I remembered its PARAMORE LIVE IN MALAYSIA :( I didnt go cos first, I dont have the ticket and second, I know my oh-so-strict parents won't let (yes, they're lame, but what can I do, they feed me) Oh btw, my uncle vacant me to work at his clinic. Yeah, 'work' as in go to his clinic at 8 then I can continue to sleep untill 11, and work untill luch time. Then at 2, he said I can online FACEBOOK untill 4pm, and few minutes after that I can go home. What kind of a boss is that? :D Anyways, I have dentist on thursday haihh im so lethargic to go -.- but i have to since I postponed the previous one. And Im going to smokester on friday. I hope i'll have fun :) Oh wait, did I mention both of my sisters and my mum bought new phones? -__- urgh, curse them. Im the only one who’s hmm :( I am so utterly jealous, YES JEALOUS of my sister cos she bought Nokia C3 (well yeah, its just C3 not iP or BB) but still, its pink and it looks like BB from far :’( And to make matter worse, she just bought a new phone and it didn’t last for a week until it was stolen during my open house. Hah, whatever. XX Shanaa.

social studies

2010-10-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

Hey :) So yesterday was my open house. I had a lot of fun. Woke up around 8 and get ready, wore my baju kurung. Then had nasi lemak for breakfast. Around 11, the ustaz came and we all read the Yaasin. I wore tudung hahaha :B Then the guests ate. My first friend to come was Nazhif and Ariff, yeah cos they joined the baca Yaasin. They ate lamb, and yes they ate a lot. Then Uncle Azlan came with Eleen and Kak Maria and all, and had a chat with them. Then, fee came. After that, the guys, namely- Hariz, Naqi, Wan, Azrul came. Then Kimi, Idzat and Redza came. They ate, we all socialize. Yeah, finally kimi give me my jersey :) Then, Din and Alleef and Aiman came. I forced them to eat a lot cos there were variety of food. After they went back, I hang out with my form 3 friends. Had a great laugh :D Fify and Harries was the last person to go home. Then at night, I was so restless so I watched movie, and I slept at 3. I wanted to go to school on monday, but I was damn exhausted. Hence, I haven't hand in my text books yet hihihi :P

we are young

2010-10-13T21:21:00.004+08:00

Rexona is so inspirational HAHA :D

and when the time is up

2010-10-13T15:03:00.002+08:00

I almost suffocate everytime I remind myself that PMR is over. Sure its fun, but I kinda miss school. Wow, did I just said that? Haha. Well anyways, imma typical teenager so what do we do when exam is over? Shopping of course :D I went shopping with Fify at Sunway and for god's sake, I'm officially broke. I can't wait for my grandma and grandpa to come to my house this 30th ♥ but that means my parents are going to Hajj. Of course its fun with no parents at house, but I will definitely miss them :'( Anyways, my open house is just around the corner, its this 17th. I'm sooo excited, finally I can raya like there's no tomorrow :B

I'm bored right now, as you can see. My sister wanted to go to sunway today but unfortunately she's sick. So, I guess I'll just go to Shah Alam to send my sister at her university. My friends want to hang out with me, but I'm kinda exhausted -.- And I have to tidy up my undeniable messy room, omg believe me its so messy. I promised my mum I'll tidy my room when PMR is over, I guess I shouldn't have make that deal cos yeah, PMR is over by now -_- Well, I got to go now. Ciao ♥

makes it harder just to go on

2010-09-30T12:43:00.002+08:00

Hey. PMR is just 4 days away. Due to that, this will be my last post untill 12th Oct. Please do pray for me, wish me handfull of lucks and InsyaAllah, if god willing, I will do my very best for PMR and score 8A's :) I wish all of the other PMR 2010 candidates best of luck, let's rock PMR you guys! :D

XOXO, Shanaa ♥

Hey you, hot biatch!

2010-09-24T22:25:00.001+08:00

Check out www.stylewithswagger.blogspot.com

Eid 2010

2010-09-08T17:26:00.002+08:00

To anyone who's reading,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

I'm truly sorry for the wrong-doings and stupid mistakes that I ever did, or maybe I ever hurt your feelings and offended you, please do forgive me :) Have a blast during this delightful raya. For those who's going back to your hometown, drive carefully, don't speed cos speeding kills man. Eat like there's no tomorrow, and most importantly, remember my duit raya :P

Loves, Shanaa ♥♥♥

and the colonization is finally over

2010-08-30T13:28:00.005+08:00

Well, frankly speaking, I'm not THAT patriotic. But when some stupid bimbos throw their poos and step on my country's flag, of course I'm effing mad. I mean, common, even 2 years old kid won't you-know-what and throw those nasty poos. If you have a problem with us, can't you settle it down nicely? You don't have to act like you're the king and throw poos, burn our flags and be rebellious. No one wants to smell or see or even touch your poo, NO ONE. God gives us mind, so use it wisely, you weren't born yesterday, were you? -.- And plus we're celebrating our 53rd National Day, don't make matters worse la wei. Oh and you Indons want to sweep Malaysians from your bloody country? HAHA, try us! You sweep us, we sweep you back -.- Do you actually realize that we've been helping you A LOT. And for god's sake, most of the crimes in Malaysia are committed by Indonesians. So, think before you do something. And go on, sweep us if you dare. I may only be fifteen, but at least I have a brain and I use it wisely.

HAPPY UPCOMING 53rd, MALAYSIA ♥ ♥ ♥

act as if nothing happened

2010-08-26T11:11:00.004+08:00

21st August- Went to a buka puasa dinner at Double Tree Hilton Hotel at KL. The meal was awesome. I ate a lot, eventhough I didn't fast lol :P Met my dad's friend's daughter, her name is Eleena, and she's fifteen too. Received my first duit raya from Auntie Leni, thank you auntie :D

22nd August- Went to crash course and straight to Papa Rich at Taipan with Fify, Nabihah and Shakila. Met Emon and Ikhsan there. Buka puasa with them, and then went straight to Garden. Played foos, after ages since I last played it. Misses garden :') HAHA. Had some chat with Nabihah and Fee, had a great laugh and went back home around 10.

23rd August- Amanda, Wan Jin and Fee came to my house. We camwhore like TAFAK weh haha. Then went to bazaar together, and bought tonnes of food. They all ate dinner at my house. Then, we made some stupid lame videos hahaha :D Great times ♥

24th August- Got all of my school trials papers already, not JPS. Alhamdulillah 8A's, amin :) My sister came back home from her Uni, and she was really annoying -.- Well I'm the baby in the family so I'm the bully victim I supposed.

25th August- Went to school because had penilaian koko. HAHA, guess what? I never come to koko before, not even once (Y) I was so sleepy that I slept at surau. Went to tuition at night. Then, went back home and watched Queensized.

26th August- Didn't go to school because had a dentist appointment. I'm sure no one came because we didn't study at all. Changed my braces to red and blue, its so cute hahahaha. But it's so excruciatingly painful now :(

Till then, Shanaa ♥♥♥

God I feel so good

2010-08-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

Hi y'aaaaal. Exam is over (screams 'yay' out loud) But, PMR isn't -.- Argh, anyways, got my exam marks already :)-not gonna talk about it here though. I go to bazaar, like almost everyday, the kuih kuih are so delicious, god yummy :D Planning to buka puasa with my friends, (the gays and the lesbians) at Nayli's this Sunday, so yeah hope it'll turn out well, as planned. My house is kinda 'refurnished' for this Eid, it looks MUCH better now. And I can't wait for Eid (!) Still have to study though :/ Well, I just wanna say that I have nothing on mind right now. Seriously you guys, I don't talk much these days. Oh oh anyways, Happy Fasting Month.

P/s- Today is my grandma's birthday, she's 45 and she's siamese, believe it or not :)

Oh My Gawd.

2010-08-15T20:36:00.003+08:00

Quick post!

-Bought baju raya yesterday at KL, our theme color this year is red
-Fasting is kinda tiring, especially when PMR is just around the corner
-Trial is over, but PPA (or whatever its name is) is tomorrow. SHIT
-I've nothing to say, really :\

Ciao, will update soon. VERY soon.

what's wrong with BM? Its okay what -.-

2010-08-10T14:30:00.004+08:00

Sekarang I tengah exam trial PMR, so I agak busy la. Exam papers yang I dah buat are- Bm 2, Science 2, Maths 2 and Agama. Jujur lah en, agama paling susah :\ macam boleh agak je dapat B -.- But yang lain okay okay lah. My mum belikan my sisters and I broadbands, so sekarang I boleh online kat mana mana pun :D And, kakak I baru beli laptop baru, dah la warna merah, lawa plak (ye, jealous ni LOL)

Maybe korang wondering kenapa I tulis dalam BM kan? Haha, actually saje je rasa macam nak tulis dalam BM, apa salahnya kan? Macam la tak pernah cakap BM -.- P/s- Ni tak menyindir siapa siapa tauu :P Okay so, exam habis hari Jumaat, hari Sabtu ni my mum dah janji nak pergi cari baju raya, eventhough tahun ni raya takkan havoc pun, tapi of course lah nak kena ada baju raya en.

Esok start puasa. Rasa macam malas, tapi nak buat macam mana, dah nama pun kewajipan haha. Dah la I tak ganti lagi puasa tahun lepas, tinggal 6 hari pulak tu, mati la I nak ganti tahun depan -.- The best thing dalam bulan Ramadhan is of course bazaar :D So, to anyone who lives nearby USJ, jumpa kat bazaar nanti :D Haha.

Lovess, Shanaa ♥

if you're not the one

2010-07-30T13:03:00.002+08:00

Hi there. I have to admit I kinda miss blogging. I mean, a proper one. The last proper post was like ages ago. Anyways, life has been tough lately. I am definitely feeling the PMR pressure. Just bought 16 exercise books at big book shop yesterday, and it was pretty frightening to see that tonnes of books on my book shelf now. I ate lasagna at Secret Recipe, like finally. And I bought 2 new books, Remember Me by Sophie Kinsella and Where Rainbow Ends by Cecelia Ahern. I know I'm kinda outdated because those two books have been on sale since 2008 or something hahaha :D

By the way, I'm supposed to join this seminar at PTPP this Saturday and Sunday but god knows how lazy I am. Also, I wanted to join the photography thingy at my school, which will also be happening on Saturday but yeaaah I'm so effing lazy. And sadly, I don't have any friend. I haven't ganti puasa, shit -.- I didn't fast for about 6 days last year, I'm not gonna double it the following year for god's sake. And guess what? I haven't buy any baju kurung for this eid. After all, I'm not gonna be raya-ing. I'll lock myself up in my room and study study study. But I hope I'll still get some duit raya yeah hihihi :p

Oh oh, this is my 200th post! Isn't it cool? Kay, maybe not for you guys but for me it is hahaha :D Wow, i can't believe I've wrote 200 post. Freaking two hundred lame posts. Now I know why my grades are dropping lol. Well, back to the topic, where was i? Oh, Eid. Right, this year I'll be having an open house. So, yeah feel free to come if you're not ashamed :p Anyway, I'm sooo into pigs now, this is so out of the blue but whatever. Haha, I just think they're cute, that's all, nothing religious about it. It's true right, they are cute, fugly but adorable.

Today is Friday, we have this some sort of ceramah -.- NOOB. I was so lazy to come to school, but my dad insisted. Speaking of my dad, he's becoming so uhh-noying lately. And, pretty controlling too. He'll make sure I go to bed at 10pm every night, make sure I don't text while 'sleeping', make sure that I study at least 3 hours daily, make sure that I don't online more than 2 hours a day and bloody make sure that I don't go out. Yes, my life is officially fucked up. Thanks, dad -.-

I wonder when will my sisters come back? Things have been so boring without those two. Oh wait, this is weird, am I missing them? This rarely happens. LOL. Btw, don't you guys feel Malaysia is like super hot these days. Obviously, its global warming. Yadayada, hm I want iPad. Haha, so random. But seriously, I want iPad. Its sooo cool. I bloody want it. My mum said if I get 8A's she'll PROBABLY buy me an iPad, depends on her finance. Great.

Okay, I'm tired of typing. Continue soon. Loves XX.

P/s- Photographart is coming to you in early November

fill your laugh with sound of joy

2010-07-26T17:41:00.006+08:00

Faith. Hope. Believe.

Three small words, three humongous meaning. Desperate Housewives is starting Season 6, 2 hours premier on 1st August. SHIT, this will make me neglect P to the M to the R. MTV Worldstage is just few days away, but I'm not going because my mum won't let zzz -.- Daymn, gonna miss Katy Perry ♥ Speaking of which, 'California Girls' is even cooler if you change it to 'Kuala Lumpur Girls' LOL. Btw, I cried again in class :B This rarely happens to me, but lately, I keep on crying, idk why. Maybe its because of pressure. And hormones lmao >:D Gtg now, bye

Fell for you

2010-07-23T13:18:00.004+08:00

Grettings !

I've joined crash course, fasting month is few weeks away, and trial is going to be on 9th August. Hence, I will be very busy. Anyways, 17th July was the Twelveans Unmasked Dinner. I had heaps of fun, seriously (!) The school wasn't like school at all. Then something huge happened yesterday, which I can't tell it here, but I'm pretty sure the form 3s know about it. My pre-PMR marks aren't so good, infact not good at all. I cried in class twice. Nevertheless, I will try my best for the trials. Wish me best of luck :) Oh btw, Happy 15th Birthday, Noriqmal Ariff! I heart you, but sometimes you're annoying so I hate you. Lmao :P

Love, Shanaa ♥

Innalillah

2010-07-12T17:25:00.012+08:00

Takziah kpd Nayli Yusrina dan keluarga. Semoga roh Siti Rohani Wahid dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un, Al-Fatihah

too old for barbie, too young for lipsticks

2010-07-06T22:53:00.005+08:00

Today is my birthday. Yes, its 6th July ♥ I am finally fifteen. I celebrated my birthday with my friends at McDonald's Taipan just now and I certainly had a blast :) And as you can see, its a tradition for us to 'tempek' the birthday girl/boy. Eventhough my hair is filled with flour, I still enjoyed it, and honestly, I guess this is like the BEST birthday I've ever had. Thanks Natasya Afifi, Amanda Goh, Nge Wan Jin, Nurul Ain, Siti Amalina, Aida Suaidah, Shazrene, Hana Jaafar, Nazhif Ahmad Fadzil, Hariz Zulhaidi, Daniel, Noriqmal Ariff and Adib Eyzmir :D And not forgetting, the ones who wished me at exact 12 am, the ones who called me, the ones who wished me on fb and the ones who gave me presents, thank you soooo much, I really really appreciate it. Words can describe how I feel, god bless :')

"Happy 15th Birthday, Shanaa"

my league

2010-06-25T15:46:00.005+08:00

London was awesome! My grades are dropping- no doubt. Yeah, I admit I didn't study hihihi. FIFA has been quite tempting lately. Seriously you guys, someone who's sitting for a big exam this year should not have tivi at home. My birthday is coming, less than two weeks (YAY) And in case any of my family members read my blog, here's my birthday present list :P

Onitsuka Tiger FIFA Edition

Macro lens

Leather handbag

Trip to Australia

A pair of Aldo

Leather watch

Leather jacket

Oh-am-gee, I'm suddenly so into leather now :D

♥ Shanaa

you and I

2010-05-31T14:34:00.006+08:00

Away till 13th June. Will be going to London and Paris for holiday, just to relax my mind after all the ups and downs I've been through. XX

a little less conversation

2010-05-23T11:34:00.005+08:00

Screw exam.

I cut my hair and I hate it. Its too short. But it's okay, it is growing healthily. And yes, I'm dying for MK and Ash's messy hair. It looks so natural, so pretty. Anyways, exam was fine. I'm absolutely not ready for math. Math have been my worst subject ever since. I suck at algebra even though I know the formulas and the ways and yadayadayada. But I still suck :/ My sister, who is a pro-math promised me if I score 95 and above for math, she'll by me a Supra. As if -.-

I think I've been too hard on myself. I always feel so tensed and tangled lately. I PMS like shit and I don't smile often. Maybe its because of PMR. Yeah, whatever. Oh yes, I'm planning to open a photography blog, but I'll be starting this 'thing' after PMR. Still in the process of collecting masterpieces. Haaah, masterpieces la sangat ngeheh :B And if you guys have any idea what name should the link be, please do tell me. Oh wait, should I use tumblr or blogger?

OH MY GOD. American Idol is finishing :'( I watched AI from the beginning and now its coming to the end. I'm glad Lee is in the top 2. Go LEE, kick Crystal's ass. Yeah, hahaha. Lee is super cute, and he has the most listenable voice. I still remember his audition, he sang errr kay, can't remember, but he was totally awesome. He was never in the bottom 3, NEVER. I hope he wins. But, he has to smile. I mean, he's even cuter when he smiles. His face goes so red that I wanna bite his cheeks HAHA :D

Dear Lord, I want exam to finish so that I could have fun with my friends and go on a perfect vacation with my family, Amin.

-

2010-05-15T12:37:00.001+08:00

I'm currently having a major sore throat and exam is just happening in another 5 days. I shall put my status 'AWAY' untill June. XX

bullshit people

2010-05-09T01:49:00.003+08:00

A wise man once said, do what you love to do because you live your life once. And he's definitely right. Sooo, despite the fact that I'm sitting for PMR this year, I'm still blogging and facebooking because I guess that's what I love to do (if shopping, hanging out and outing don't count) So anyways, yesterday was my sister's boyfriend's birthday, and I was the 2nd to wish him, after her gf/my sis. I still haven't buy him anything YET ngeheh :B

I watched Glee just now, and I realized that Matthew Morrison/Will Shuester is hot. He is HOT. Haha, his moves and voice make him super hot *winks. I watched American Idol on Youtube as I missed it on tivi, that Lee guy was superb. He was awesome, and I agree with Kara, he can win American Idol :D Aaron is out, I thought it was gonna be Casey but jyeah wtv -.-'

Aaaah today is mother's day! I bought a top for my mum from Marks and Spencer, and I'm outta $$$. We supposed to celebrate it today, but my mum insist we celebrate it together with Auntie Nik and her family yada yada yada. Planning on cutting my hair, but idk what style should I cut this time. Bob cut? Concave? Extensions (HAHA)?

Anyways, I'm kinda terrified when I first received exam schedule, it literally gave me hyper tension syndrome or anything like that -.- but I've recovered since my sister calmed me down by saying "BULLSHIT PMR, ITS NOTHING BUT WASTING TREES AND TIME" even though I know deep down inside she's lying and its obvious she crossed her fingers behind her back hahaha. Till then, ciao.

i keep scary toughts

2010-05-05T14:51:00.005+08:00

Happy May people :) My god, time flies so fast right? This is so terrifying, the next thing I know is i'll be celebrating my birthday in July, then the National Day passes by, and then we all Muslims will start to fast then Eid, and last but not least, PMR :O

First and foremost, I AM OFFICIALLY AN ANTI-COURSE WORKS. Didn't I mention that in the previous post? Yeah, course works sucks -.- the kementrian pelajaran is actually wasting trees and causing more and more pollutions. Course works should strictly be abandoned.

So Imma talk about temptations that stops me from studying for PMR;

The tivi issues. Yes, I have issues with television. It's effing tempting. Or I shall say the shows on television itself are tempting. They all left me wanting more and due to that, I leave my books/homework/course works on my study table, all by themselves. Look who's talking now HAHAHA >:D

Facebook. Ah, facebook is like a drug to me. Like a morphine or something. It's just soooo FUN, and I could always here the little voice in my head saying 'you have new notifications' lmao

Texting/Calling/3Gs > TELEPHONE. I admit, I study and text at the same time. Who doesn't? And this is why no matter how many gazillion times I read and re-read SEJARAH, I still can't remember even a single fact.

Garden/Sunway/Cinemas. Should I say more?

Lastly, the bed. Yeap, the bed has a mouth and it can persuade you to sleep in the cozy rainy days. After 6 exhausting hours of suffers and tortures at school, tell me who doesn't fall asleep when there's a bed and an aircond? :)

The conclusion is, yes I want PMR to move its ass off from my life ASAP. Thank you

i never knew you were the one for me

2010-04-30T13:42:00.003+08:00

I am completely utterly in love with him ♥

No, I was just kidding :P

Fact #1- My hair is growing longer and longer everyday and it somehow annoys me like hell. So, I've been planning to bob-cut it.

Fact #2- I accidentally deleted ALL of the pictures from canteen day and I don't have any back-ups. How fucked up is that?

Fact #3- I've lost a friend on last Wednesday (or was it Tuesday?) and will be loosing one more soon :'(

Fact #4- I am officially an anti-PMR, anti-exams, anti-open days, anti-trials and anti-tests.

Fact #5- I am sick of Nazhif calling me Frodo -.-'

Fact #6- My SLR is spoiled, watafak.

Fact #7- I want to go to Garden/McD/Sunway so badly that I could eat an entire chicken.

Fact #8- Markers, pens, etc, need to stay away from me because I can't see them. I tend to scribble some stupid lame stuffs on my hand. I have the potential to get skin cancer :O

Fact #9- I'm dying. In. Three. Two. One.

P/s- you all are welcome to my funeral :P

I finally get what I've always wanted

2010-04-27T17:16:00.005+08:00

After 6 months++, FINALLY, I own a pair of Onitsuka :) Well, I can't talk much now, I promise I'll update a decent post in May, ciao.

XXXX

didn't I tell you I love birthdays?

2010-04-19T23:05:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to

Nur Zulaikha, who turns fifteen today

Adib Eyzmir who also turns fifteen today

And lastly, Auntie Nik. Who turns *~~censored~~ today :P

Love you guys always <3

anything you want you can make it yours

2010-04-11T10:54:00.004+08:00

"Its been a long time since I last update" -haha typical sentence.

Just updating to tell that I'm effing busy and I will be neglecting my blog for some time. Nevertheless, will update at least on May or the following months. Have to cope with course works and home works and chores and yada yada. Let's just cross fingers I won't die of exhaustiveness and boredom shall we? :)

the stars lean down to kiss you

2010-04-06T14:52:00.003+08:00

I've decided to make a wish list. Btw, I have outrageous imaginations so pardon the 'lala land' side of mine lmao.

1. 8A's PMR.

2. Buggati Veyron (I've told you I dream big)

3. Travel to the whole world.

4. Meet Ji Sung, and Aizat-again.

5. ~~New phone.~~ Another new phone.

6. All Kinsella's books.

7. Onitsuka Tiger.

8. Brand new outfits.

9. Canon EOS 7D

10. New lens please and thank you

11. A new slim laptop

12. Jimmy Choo's shoes

13. him him him :P

never ever underestimate wonderwoman

2010-04-03T16:10:00.005+08:00

Now let me tell you something, that guy up there is a Manchester United player who wears jersey number 13 and I am soooo in love with him, well at least no obsessed :) Haha, Manu and Chelsea today, god I hope Manu will beat those fuck-ass blues -.- So, it's been awhile since I last update my blog. So sorry cos I've been kinda busy nowadays. Not to mention PMR is just around the corner.

Yesterday, Fify, Daniel and Azril came to my house to practice for Talent Search which will be happening on this Thursday (please wish me luck) Then, Fify and I went to SS for dinner and we ate pizza. Asked mum to go to Uptown Shah Alam so yeah we went. There's tonnes of things that I wish I can buy but too bad my mum didn't bring her $$$

Then I went back home realizing my phone is SPOILED. Told my dad and he said he'll buy a new one. So will I get a new phone? I'm not sure, but I hope so. Btw, formspring is kinda uhh-noying -.- Andd, my whole family encourage me to take up guitar slash piano lesson. But what to do, I'm a lazy bum hihihi :D

Didi Benami is OUT?! WTF. I'm so not gonna watch American Idol anymore. Well I think I'll just watch Lee's performance. As well as Siobhan. And Katie. And Big Mike. And Casey. Might as well just watch the whole show, lmao > :D

184 DAYS TO PMR

and

192 DAYS TO FREEDOM

you've got to remember who you were

2010-03-27T15:51:00.004+08:00

That camera cake looks so effing delicious, doesn't it? :)

26th March 2010, I'd like to wish my dad, Mohd Abu Bakar Bin Abu Hassan a very Happy Birthday! I'm sorry for all the unpleasant things I did to you like I didn't buy you anything for you this year and lots more (actually too many to list) You're a great dad and no one in this world, seriously NO ONE could ever replace you. You're so strict and hardcore on the outside but you're even smoother than the China silk in the inside. Whenever there's frown on my face, you will always make me laugh. Even though I rebel a lot, and I don't really listen to you most of the time, that doesn't mean I don't love you. Thank you for everything- especially your sacrifices- and I'll repay your priceless good deeds, if god willing :)

XX, your little girl haha :D

i lalalove you

2010-03-24T16:37:00.003+08:00

Back In Action :) There's a lot of things I wanna tell.

1.Manchester United won, and oh my god my Park Ji-Sung scored <3 Hell yeah he did. You make me proud, baby pfft :P It was the header that brought him up to the center of attention. Manu played very well for the match, seriously. Now that manu is on the top of the list, I can smile ear to ear :)

2. Talent search 2010. I'm joining (probably) I still don't know whether I want to join or not. Still have nothing on mind. The sign up day is tomorrow so yeah, I have to make up my mind asap. The first performance will be on 8th April, meaning there will be plenty of time to practice.

3. I'm missing my mum :( She's at Port Klang having her so called outstation. I am currently alone and I am so extremely bored. Blogging helps a little, thank god. And I kinda have a lil cough and running nose, so no one take cares of me. I'm officially abandoned.

4. My dad's birthday is in like 2 days. OMG, I have no idea what to give him. I was planning to buy him a new golf shoe, but I've no time. And with my mum not around, how can I buy it without him knowing? -.-' And of course, I'm outta $$$

5. Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang. Bahahaha, I'm not going hell yeah. I'm not even proud of what I achieve so blabla. I still will get the plague and the certificate if I don't go to the event, so why waste time? -_-

6. Exam marks, pssst :) I manage to get all A's. But honestly, a very low A. Gotta keep that up. I haven't tell my parents about my marks though because I don't want them to start the education lectures. God, PMR is just like fucking few months away. HELP

7. Pantun competition? Hell no, never, after what happened.

Will be back soon, XX

indescribable noun

2010-03-21T21:54:00.004+08:00

Just got back from Garden. Tiring, I'm beginning to have sore throat and cough. Till then,

I'll most probably be away for some reasons.

Byebye, XX

P/s- Wish me best of luck because I'll probably be getting my exam marks tomorrow.

P/p/s- Wish me good luck again for the debate.

P/p/p/s- Again, wish me best of luck for my oral test.

get the heck outta here

2010-03-21T13:58:00.005+08:00

Blogging is about freedom of speech. Hence, I will voice out my outlook about teenagers these days. Not excluding myself. We, teenagers nowadays think we're big enough to take care of our-self. Sure, we as a teenager have our own right to do anything we want to do, but we're not supposed to riot and rebel whenever our mums nag and babble. We are technically more exposed to the outer world as compared to the teens in 80's, we talk bad about each other, we say nice things in front but we talk shit behind. People say hypocrite to be professional, is that true? If it is, don't hate the player, hate the game. Also, most of the teenagers now, but of course not all, have gone through first, second and third base (if you get what i mean) and they also have tried cigarettes, shisha, beer, late night clubs, etc etc. Are these all started from curiosity? No, I don't think so. I think teens just like to show they are cool. Try and think about it, why would teenagers want to ride motorcycle when they have a driver (mum or dad) and comfy air-conditioned car? Why do they smoke cigarettes when they can smoke fresh air? Why do they drink beer which eventually will get them drunk when they can drink a can of soda? Three words, TO BE COOL. No doubt, I admit I want people look up to me, but if they don't look up to who I really am, its just a waste of time. We live life once, why waste it on something that is so effing ridiculous? Nevertheless, teenagers now rocks. We have fun, and we still maintain our studies. We make our mama and our country proud. We deserve a standing ovation. Lmao. Till then XX

P/s- Happy 15th Birthday Acap :)

this is why they call me a klutz

2010-03-20T15:02:00.004+08:00

I stepped on a broken glass few days ago. Yes, this is why they call me klutz. Well, I was doing my KH project, then when I wanna keep the tools back in its box, i felt something under my feet. At first I thought it was just a little tiny winy thing, but few minutes later when I took a glare at my feet, it was fuckin bleeding like hell. Haha, I didn't cry -.- Then I wiped the blood and asked my sister to take the emergency kit upstairs. I took the tweezers and pull the freaking piece of glass from my precious feet (pfft) I admit I was kinda paranoid at first but then it feels kinda awesome when I pulled the heck out of my feet lol. Then, I put the yellow lotion, oh yes this part is kinda hurting then wrapped it with cotton wool (as you can see from the picture above)

Here's another picture hahaha. I was so depressed because I couldn't walk or even stand like a normal human. Btw, please ignore the Disney Princesses plaster -.-'

girl put your records on

2010-03-17T01:57:00.002+08:00

Hey! 16th March was hell fun. I went to Nayli's Bbq party. Met a lot of people there. I met Airini and Diyanah again, finally meet Shakila, met an old friend, Azmina whom has the same bag as I am haha, met Niena and Nabihah and lots more :) Oh and I met the twins, Azree and Azmer. Azree a.k.a Ajie was kinda coward haha, needn't to worry Ajie, I don't bite people, talk to me, I'm an easy-going one :)

Then went to Taipan, met Hezmen. Then went to Anjung Merah and drank the air kelapa :) Yummy. Went back home without taking my bath hahaha, opened formspring, facebook and myspace. Then I studied English and Sejarah. God, PMR is killing me -.- Oh and then, now I'm on blogger. Btw, I ate too much onion and now I'm beginning to have sore throat -_-

Actually, I'm so freaking sleepy now so yeah you get the point why this post is so fucking miserable -.- Will post a better one tomorrow. Oh wait, I'm computerless tomorrow -.- Nvm, will get to blogger soon. Night :D

evil laugh strikes in

2010-03-15T11:38:00.002+08:00

www.formspring.me/shanaafatihah

Haha, I've joined the evil side. Ask me anything, as I say needn't to worry, I don't bite.

kiss me goodnight and don't ever go

2010-03-15T01:11:00.002+08:00

Aren't they just so beyond pretty? It's in their gene, of course they are.

Hi, its midnight now, almost 2am. I can't sleep. I kept on thinking about *cough. No, not always and not in a desperate creepy way but I just thought of him. Well it doesn't really matter now that I've forgot about him. I'm so unpredictable. Sometimes I can move on as fast as the lightning but somehow, I can move on as slow as the slowest snail. Anyway, I studied Maths, Science and English today. I planned to revise some Geography but I yawned before I can even open the first page. Seriously people, WHY do we have to study Geography. It's the study of the earth, yes I know but urgh -.- Words can't describe. Oh btw, did I mention I met Erin on my previous post? I guess not. Yeah, I met her. I miss her soooo much. It's been 3 years plus and yesterday broke the curse haha. She's pretty :) and cute too. Hmm, this post is so boring -.-

Goodnight, Sweet Dreams and Take Care.

you've waited for so long

2010-03-14T01:24:00.004+08:00

13th March was a hell tiring day. Woke up at 7 then head to tuition. Tuition ends at 9.30, and at 11 mum sent me to Sunway. Wander around and bought some accessories from Forever 21. Wanted to buy a flats from Cotton On so badly, but there were some circumstances. Felt sorry for me, lol. At 3, my mum and dad picked me up and went back home. Had tea, took bath and off we go to Seremban. I visited my grandparents, had a late tea and an early dinner. I had fun, but no doubt I was very tired. Went back home around 9.

I supposed to go to Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang on the 27th but I'm pretty lazy. Plus, I don't think so I'm free on that day cos on the 26th is my dad's birthday so most probably will celebrate on the 27th as its Saturday. Btw, I'm hating the school holiday already. Because my mum keep on nagging about me not studying -.- Heh, I know la your niece, as in my cousin scored 11 A1 for SPM, but you can't aspect me to be like her. She's just too naive, and innocent okay -.-'

Anyway, I had a crush on this guy. Okay, that's pretty straight forward. Yeah, I had a crush on him since err like ages ago? But then, came this other guy. And another and another. Well you do the math, I can't make up my mind. But I think I shouldn't, cos guys are NOT my top priority for 2010. I've kept my priorities straight and won't curve them even a bit, if god willing. Btw, don't bother to ask me who am I crushing on because I doesn't matter :) Not at all.

Oh, did I tell ya'll my grandparents are going to Umrah? I guess I did. Well yeah they're going this Monday. Have a safe flight there grandpa and grandma <3 Don't forget to pray for me, especially about the PMR thingy. God, I'm so tired of typing the P-M-R button -.- Anyway, where was I again? Oh Umrah, yeah bring me back lots and lots of dates as well as air zam zam haha :D

That's all for now. You'll hear again soon. Enjoy your holiday! XX

a year step ahead

2010-03-12T13:11:00.003+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Amanda Goh Ye Shin :) I heart you to death, and so extremely sorry I didn't go to school today because my braces hurts a lot, well you know what I mean cos you've been there and done that right? :D Anyway, stay 'Amanda' forever, stay smart forever and hope you like my present. XX

imaginations seems to be overdrive

2010-03-11T17:28:00.002+08:00

School holiday is coming, that's not a good news. I won't be holidaying, but I'll be spending my time studying. I'm such a geek little thing -.- Anyway, I won't be on hiatus or anything because I think I deserve to online everyday (but not in the non-stop online way) a couple of hours would do, to prevent myself from stress and yadayada. Either way, online is the only way I can release my tension. I just went back from the dental clinic and my braces are just so pain in the ass -.- I probably not coming to school tomorrow.

Debate was awesome, and a mess. Haha, we will re-debate because of some unwanted things happened. I don't mind to re-debate as long as my team wins *evil laughs. My grandparents are going to Umrah this Monday, and we'll be having some sort of event on Saturday. Meaning I can't go to Sunway -.- SHIT. Why do it all have to fall on the same date? This is such a "coincidence" Anyhow, I will try my best to tighten up my schedule so that I'll get a chance to go to Sunway this Saturday.

Exam papers are finally here. *Drum rolls, hahaha. So far the papers are Math and Sejarah. I manage to get both papers a not-so-low-and-not-so-high A. Thank god. I'm terrified of both of those subjects. Fortunately, I manage to get an A. Btw, the SPM results day is today. My school was filled with those ex-twelveans. And I must say I was proud and kinda shocked with them because they managed to get kelulusan 100%. That is something to be proud of, seriously. Can you believe it, no one failed? Awesome.

Gotta go now, I wanna watch American Idol, top 8 boys baby! XX

you laugh you lose

2010-03-09T13:45:00.003+08:00

Haha, cute little thing :) Greetings people! First thing first, I did some spring cleaning to my room. I'm proud, my room looks so much better and tidier. My books are arranged according to forms and subjects, my novels are sorted out and my closet is finally colour coordinated. Either way, I went to McD with Fify, Ayeen and Rafeeq yesterday. Bumped into Kimi and so I said hi. Went back home and went to tuition.I was half asleep at tuition because I was so exhausted -.- Damn girl, I need to drink red bull lol. Reached home at 10.40, online Myspace and Facebook, had some chit chat with Kimi, Dini and Arif till it was like 12 something. Went to bed and had a goodnight sleep.

Woke up this morning realizing my iPod was beside my right ear while my phone was on my left ear. As far as I remember, I put both of my iPod and my phone on my study table, weird. Well anyways, went to school and technically slept in class for the whole session. Now I know what they meant by 'dying of boredom'. I tried to annoyed fify but it didn't work out, so had a chit chat with Amanda, Wan Jin and Jun :D Oh btw, they're (namely Fify, Amanda and Wan Jin) are coming to my house this evening to settle our oral test and debate discussion. I better get ready now so cheers! XX

three little birds sat on the window

2010-03-06T19:10:00.005+08:00

STOP BABBLING ABOUT AMERICAN IDOL,
I told myself

well yeah obviously I've been spending my time watching American Idol on Youtube and Star World, like every day. Yes people, I know I have issues -.- Anyway, I was utterly pissed off with my mum because she won't let me go to Sunway today. That's sucks people. But then, today was some sort of a reunion for my family. Auntie Gulal and her 1 year old daughter, Shafiqah came to my house. She's Arwah Uncle Suhaimi's wife, and we kinda mourned Uncle Suhaimi. And hearing Shafiqah speaks (technically mumble) Russian, it was so cool. And hearing Auntie Gulal speaking Russian was amazing :) Then, Auntie Cah came to our house. Followed by Auntie Milah and her daughter, Asha. Had bbq chicken with coleslaw and potato wedges, Penang laksa and Terengganu laksa for lunch.

I've been worrying sick about my marks for March Test. I hope I'll score quite good grades. Anyway, I've been working on my Sejarah project now. Yeah, I know it's still too early but my parents said its better to do it now rather than you postpone it till the dateline. Yeah, they're right somehow. So I Googled about the Festival we celebrate in Malaysia, and I've decided I wanna do Hari Raya Aidilfitri. But its too common :/ Oh whatever, that's the easiest anyway.

I only knew my mum and her friends wore mini shorts, mini skirts, cutex and had tonnes of boyfriends when she was a teenager. That's so not fair. I can't wear neither MINI shorts nor MINI skirts, but she could. My mum was a bad girl I tell you, well now I know where I get that part from lol. No no, I'm not a bad girl, just an average one. My dad was a bad boy too, he had gazillions of girlfriends and literally cheated on each of them. They're so meant to be together hahaha.

Btw, there's this one stalker on Facebook. He's name is Applepurple Rith. I know, what kind of name is that? So lame -.- Anyhow, I've figured out who is he, and he definately grosses me out. He turned out to be my dad's driver. My very own DAD's driver -__- god, I thought he's a nice innocent person but obviously my thoughts were wrong. He told me and my sis not to tell my dad, but idk. Should I tell my dad? Or shouldn't I? I've deleted him from my facebook account. And I might be changing my display name. We'll see how. XXXX

I don't wanna be anyone but me

2010-03-06T00:30:00.004+08:00

What the fuck. What the fuck. What the fuck. Shit, John Park was eliminated ): Frankly speaking, I had an instinct he's gonna leave. But I didn't want to of course. Oh god, I don't think I have the mood to watch American Idol anymore :/ Stupid Americans don't know how to vote -.- Vote Trodick Hall out la wei hish. And can you believe John Park wears ONITSUKA TIGER. Its like freaking amazing. I love guys who wear Onitsuka, what a small world he wears Onitsuka too. Well let's us look at the bright side, at least Lee Dewyze is still on American Idol. But still, it's John Park the one I want to see so badly next week, sigh. I'm sooo frustrated. So so so frustrated. Nevertheless, best wishes John, I heart you awww hahaha. Anyway, Jermaine Sellers was eliminated too, I don't really care about him in fact I don't care at all. XX

be yourself even if the whole world wishes you were someone else

2010-03-04T15:10:00.005+08:00

Yeah that's Lily Allen and yes, i love her outfit.

Yesterday, I went to Taipan. Top priority was supposed to find Fify's mum's birthday present but Garden was a tempt. So went to Garden, and invited Danial along. About 30 mins later, Din, Akmal, Nabil and Azam arrived. Yada yada yada, went back home at 7 something and went straight to tuition without changing clothes lol :P Because of FIFY, I can't watch American Idol yesterday. But good news, watched the repeat episode just now. So, Imma babble about American Idol for awhile.

I was kinda disappointed with John Park because he sounded tone deaf. Well, it sure is better than last week but, aiyaa he chose the wrong song. He sang Gravity by John Mayer. That song is cool when you're depressed, but a big no no to impress the American Idol judges, especially Simon Cowell. He should have sang something like John Mayer's Waiting on The World to Change or perhaps Michael Bubble's Haven't Met You Yet. He needs a lil jingle in his performance in order to remain in the show man. Either way, I'll still support him no matter what, you go John.

Nevertheless, Lee Dewyze sang really well even without his guitar. He sang Lips of An Angel, and it really was awesome. And he's still so cute eventhough he kept on lifting up his baggy pants lol. Casey James rocks too, and I can tell Kara was totally deeply in love with him haha. Can't wait for tonight's ladies performance. Go Didi Benami *winks. Pfft, I can't stop talking American Idol, no wonder Fify gets so bored bahaha. Oh btw, say 'Happy Birthday' to your mum! Despite the fact that you didn't buy her present yet psst :P

Went to school today and my heart was literally beating like shit. I'm scared of the marks I'll probably get today, but good god I didn't :) Thanks goes to the Olahraga-ians because they have to reseat the test so that's why we can't get our papers back. Soalan bocor la nanti haha. Me and Fee and Amanda and Wan Jin were so bored so we scribbled on a piece of paper. It end up quite artistic hahaha. Then, something happened to Nazhif, well maybe its our fault but I didn't know he was that sensitive, lol. Sorry btw!

I think I've got to go now, cheers.

he's a magnum ohlala

2010-03-02T16:58:00.003+08:00

Haha, I'm so lame. I just found out I have Dreamlight Photo Editor but I've never use it before so this is the result, so lame lol. I'm currently televisionless. Well I have a tivi, but a small one, and no Astro -.- So yeah that's televisionless for me, not trying to brag yea -_- My dad took the tivi to his office for awhile, i don't even know why. I'm so lifeless without tivi. But look at the bright side, no temptation for the whole week. Anyways, exam is still on. My Sejarah sucks to death, I've two mistakes so far :/ If I get another 13 mistakes, I'll get a freaking B shit. Bm and English was okay but I did those two papers as slowly as I could, I don't know why I do that but I did so yea whatever -.-' Sivik was fun, because we talked during exam :) Puan Salina didn't mind at all. She even laughed, hihi. Tomorrow is Science and Agama. These two papers.. sigh. Science is one of my best subject so far, but sometimes I get mental if too much Science is in my head. Needn't to mention about Agama, I've read about ten gazillion times but I never understand. NEVER. Why can't we follow the American education system? It's ten times more fun than British education system. Talking about these education system, (its my debate topic FYI) haha, I'm not ready for my debate yet. I think we- namely Fee, Amanda and Wan Jin will do it spontaneously. Wish me luck, for both of the debate and exam, thanks! XX

why choose when you can have both?

2010-03-01T14:15:00.005+08:00

To be honest, I'm not stressed out for exam at all until my mum started to nag and babble about PMR. It sucks :/ She seems like she doesn't have the faith in me. And tell me how can I trust myself if my own mother don't even trust me. Anyways, today was Math, Geo, Seni and Kh. They're all fine. Tomorrow is Sejarah, English and Bm. I'm terrified of Sejarah, I mean who doesn't? Okay, maybe I'm the only one. Urgh -.- If I don't score 8A's for this test, Imma commit a suicide I tell you *sigh. Or maybe my mum would slaughter me alive. Yeah I know, terrible way to die. Oh oh happy march, people :)

Btw, I went to tution yesterday, then ate breakfast with Fee and her family at SS19, and I saw Auntie Noriah, my mum's friend. After that, we went to Pasar Tani Shah Alam, well it was my first time going there so I was kinda blur. And it was extremely hot -.- Then hung out at Fee's for awhile and went to Sports Planet to pick Haikal up. Later, went to Village Park at Damansara with Fee and her family too, then followed them to WonderMilk and bought some fruits. They sent me back and I took my bath. Uncle Khalid and family came to my house for dinner and talking to them was a temptation because for god's sake I've to study. Went upstairs and shut my door and I studied :D

XX, wish me luck for tomorrow

and then it talks again

2010-02-26T20:41:00.004+08:00

I'm so totally currently officially in love with American Idol, or is it John Park? Lol. Okay so he's safe and going to perform again next week. Do your best John, make Asia proud hahaha.Tyler, Joe, Ashley and Jannel are eliminated. I agree Joe and Jannel should go, but Ashley and Tyler? Not so much. Oh and Kris Allen sang Let It Be by The Beatles which reminds me of Haqif cause he sang that song too during my grandparents' 52nd anniversary aww hahaha. Anyway, I went to McD just now. Saw Nabil, Akmal and Din opposite me, as in they're at Garden so invited them over to McD. I supposed to study as March test is on Monday but they were so noisy and I can't concentrate at all -.- Invited them over was a major mistake hihihi. Seriously, Din was singing and he was outta pitch (I mean what on earth are you thinking to SING in front of the innocent PMR candidates? LOL, joke) Nabil came on later, and he annoys me. Well he didn't do anything but he's 'innocent' face annoys me hahaha. Sorry Nabil, but yes you do irritate me -_- Saw Yaya and her friend, Abu. Yaya never change, always always annoys me lol :P Saw Ashila and her boyfie, aww they're so sweet :') Mum picked me up at 7, then took my shower, watch the repeat episode of American Idol and here I am blogging. I've gotta study now because March test is on Monday. Okay I repeated that. Haha, so long people.

zip your lips like a padlock

2010-02-24T14:12:00.006+08:00

Only god knows how tiring this week is *sigh. Oh btw, that's Kendall Jenner modeling for Forever 21. Cool right? She's just 14 :) Anyways, just got back from school. And there was this one new student in our class. First time in 2 years and 2 months, there's a new student in our class, i'm not sure how it works but yeah he's officially an amiga-ian. And, today is Leave it to Lamas last episode :( Giuliana and Bill has left the building too *sobs. But thank god I can watch American Idol today. Which reminds me today is wed-day so Imma have to go to tuition today but I am so extremely lazy. So so lazy.

Hilary Duff is engaged, aww that's sweet. She's like 23, wow that's young. And I can't wait to watch Alice in Wonderland cos Johnny Depp seems so hilarious, and Anne Hathaway too, haha. I haven't been to Sunway with my friends on 2010 yet, yeah believe it or not -.- I miss my outing days a lot, so Imma have to find a spare time for that. Oh before I forget, there's a couple of peeps that i'd like to wish happy birthday to :-

ALLEEF ASH, I will always hate you botak. Lol, do call me kecik more often because I wanna call you botak more often too :D And one advice, shave your head again. And this time, please shave it ALL off so I can call you fully botak hahaha :D Anyways, Happy 17th Birthday, OLD GUY.

RAFEEQ SYAUQI , Happy 15th Birthday! Take good care of Fify otherwise I will stand on your front door with the guns on my hand and the shoot shoot bang bang. Hahaha. You break her heart I break your head (eventhough I know I can't reach your head but whatever its just metaphor) and yeah that's all haha.

XX

another homicide

2010-02-22T17:16:00.009+08:00

I went to a 4 year old birthday party yesterday. It's pretty weird to see the kids running and shouting and not joining them like I used to. Instead, I'm the one who lights up the candle and yada yada. My mum was totally humiliating, she sang Happy Birthday in front of the kids literally like telling them Santas don't exist. So, I didn't sleep very well yesterday because the fireworks were exploding like hell. But I did enjoy the fireworks earlier because I was alone. Yeah, I feel much better when I'm alone nowadays :/ I just realized that exam is next week. Freaking N-E-X-T week. And I haven't study at all -.- Sucks to the max. Anyway, I'll be going to tuition tonight. I'm okay with the teacher and studies, but I'm not okay with the surroundings especially the Malay guys. Btw, before I forget, I'd like to wish;

EMIR NABIL a very Happy Fifteen Birthday :) May you have the rock-est birthday EVER. I love you to bits (no, not to bits la, just exaggerating :P) and really hope we can meet up *winks Thanks for everything and wish you all the best there, boy and also, I hope I'll be hearing you are taken by the time I see you okay? Hahaha :P

and not forgetting,

BASYIR CHE KAMARRUDIN @ Basch Happy Upcoming Fifteen Birthday. Batman, you're superb :) But on second thought, I take that back because you still haven't tell me who you fancy now haa? :P Anyways, stay 'BASYIR' forever and don't change. Even if you're like Hollywood's number one Batman, still don't change :D Btw, I do spell you're name correctly, don't I?

abcdefg what

2010-02-20T18:33:00.003+08:00

Believe it or not, I just spent my whole week watching movies :) I watched Madagascar 2, Kung Fu Panda, Penelope, 27 Dresses, 13 Going on 30, What Happens in Vegas, Ice Age 3, Bedtime Stories, and yeah so much more. It was such an overwhelming week until I remember I am currently 15 and have to sit for PMR, what a nightmare. And just so you know yeah I studied yesterday and today. I studied Sejarah, Math, Bm, Geography and Science. Others, I haven't touch a single thing -.- I'm still in the holiday mood but school is reopening. Sucks to the max. Anyway, I went to Taipan just now with my mum. Then I made my mum turn back to Taipan cos I wanna eat KFC haha. Btw, I'm currently in love with some of the top 24 contestant (I'm talking American Idol over here) like John Park, Lee Dewyze, Didi Benami, Casey James, Michael Lynche and Tim Urban :D They're all so fantastic, no doubt. Oh btw, no I'm not on John's side cause he's like Asian or something. No I'm not that racist *winks But you should read all of those comments on Youtube, they were like "Asian Pride, go John Park" haha, that was hilarious. But, he sure do is so hot. I hope he's the next American Idol :) Talking about Lee Dewyce, he's hot too and he has such an amazing voice. So does Michael Lynche and I pity him because he haven't get the chance to see his newborn baby :( Casey James is breathtaking too, haha Kara did the 'pop-up' leg when he hugs her awww. Oh and Tim Urban is adorable, he's the cutest thing on earth :D And the most emotional contestant ever, Didi Benami. It's a drama to her knowing that her best friend died. Wow I'd be emo too if I was her. Wattfak am I talking about American Idol? Haha, well I'm sure do addicted to that show. Btw, Ellen rocks. Xx

Oh its him baby

2010-02-19T12:10:00.006+08:00

Okay, so have you noticed I removed my tagboard because yeah there were some stalker. But I'm missing my tagboard already :( I shall get it back, but on second thought the stalkers will be back too so I'll think about it first. Anyway, check out my Facebook slash Myspace because I've uploaded the Konsert Satu Suara pictures. And also, I am currently adoring Aizat's musics and also Aizat himself. I mean, he was so fat and I used to hate him because he has a shit voice but all of a sudden he became so hot and slim and he has such a good voice, so yeah my heart melts like duh. And like miracle happened like god just now I worship him so much, I've met him like twice. TWICE people, TWICE. Okay I'm going nuts, so Imma have to stop crapping about this guy. I'm his number one fan, but not in a creepy way *winks

Fadzlin Roslee

2010-02-17T16:51:00.009+08:00

Yeah you know who you are. Note to self, fifybubbleyum.blogspot.com is NATASYA AFIFI'S very own blog. Not just because she's my BFF, everything she post has got something to do with me. I don't even know what's her blog's excess code. Yo, fadzlin listen here okay, her you-know-what post has exactly NOTHING to do with me. Get it? So please do not drag me to these dramas. I'm sick and tired of those pathetic histories. I was pissed off when I read Anisah's blog (but on second thought, it was kinda funny HAHAHA) because you were pointing to me as well (as if it is my fault too) I have no time to write anything fugly about you or your sad pathetic little life so please DON'T drag me in. Check my blog histories, your name never did appear in my blog except for this one post in which I forgave you after the bullshits you did, remember? The one that you ditched and backstabbed me, Fify, Anisah as well as Nora, Athirah and Anis. And when you twist the stories to thousands of people and say Fify and I are such a baaaad influence to you. Opsssssy sorry I brought that up, my mouth is just so PDF. Pretty straight forward FYI, but you do remember, don't you? :) Goodbye.

P/s- Oh no, you don't deserve a p/s from me dear, so sorry. Fify! This Sunday jom kluar, BOYS HUNTING, that's what we do best :D hahaha

it's complicated

2010-02-17T10:31:00.003+08:00

NO PICTURES. So sorry. I'm still so sick. Oh did I mention I am sick? Yeah I am, for 4 days now. Which is so sucks. Reunion dinner doesn't mean a thing, I didn't get a chance to eat those irresistible food which i love so much. But look at the bright side, I got ANG PAO :D Anyways, the concert was AMAZING. I didn't know it was going to be that huge and awesome. And did you know I had eye contact with both of Faizal Tahir and Aizat, but more to Aizat. He points to me, and I showed the thumbs up sign and the 'you rock' sign. And also, I shouted I LOVE YOU, and miracle happened, he shouted I love you too back :D Siti was gorgeous. Oh oh and we were interviewed in Aizat's personal camcorder :) Omg, what a sweet memory! Anyways, I'd like to wish these persons a very happy birthday;

MUHAMMAD HARIZ BIN ZUL HAIDI, love you to death mate! Please work your ass off when it comes to cute girls :) Don't change, stay sarcastic and do stay as 3A's class clown.

NUR SHAKILA BT MOHD SAFUAN, miss you to death! I heart you babe, and you're really one true friend. May god bless you and yeah, there's present for you :D

Till then, tell me get well soon AGAIN :D

P/s- I'm so heartbroken now :(

in the mean time

2010-02-12T14:15:00.009+08:00

Omg, I'm going to the you-know-what tomorrow. Thunderstruck. Speechless. Eager. Bad news, i still don't have a dress. Good news, I'm going to buy it now :P Still so starstruck. School was cool, especially when the chinese new year song was on. Oh god, Chinese New Year is finally here. I want ang pao aah. Dad bought full box of prawns, crab and fish to be given to Mr Chia and Uncle Wong. And tonight we'll be having steamboat and dim sum, splendid :D Anyway, yesterday I went to the dentist. I changed the rubber colour thingy to red yellow green. Sounds familiar? LOL. Lets scream

"HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR"

existing gratitude

2010-02-09T15:13:00.004+08:00

Hi. I went to school today with a heap of smiles :) I just don’t know why I think today is going to be a great day after all. School was okay. Maths was okay too. Agama was short, and I was so lazy to do the amali. Science was hilarious, because today we started a new chapter which everyone has been waiting for, REPRODUCTION. But I was half asleep when teacher talks about asexual and sexual thingy -.- I know, I’m such a boring person. I yawned all the time during Bm too. Nevertheless, I cheered up during Civic because there was Sejarah quiz instead. Fify and I were as loud as Iron Maiden’s music. During Sejarah, I yawned again. But Hariz’s gelabah-ness made me LOL. I’m not going to tell it here because it’s kinda private, just between the amigas and I. Well anyways, I’m so thrilled and eager to go to the concert which will be happening in another err, how many days again? OMG, 4 days? Shit, I don’t even own a dress yet -.- I just finished my homework, which are Maths and Bm. Today is Tuesday so I don’t have any tuition, god bless me. I have issues with my stomach now, it grunts and grunts all the time which is so annoying and literally make me want to stab it with sharp knives.

No no, I am not that foolish to stab my own stomach. I’m waiting for my mum because she supposed to bring me to the saloon today. I want to cut my bangs so badly. I miss my bangs a lot. I look very nerd with fringe. Either way, I still do look nerd don’t I? With the braces on my teeth, omg -.- thank god I don’t wear glasses or else I’ll be the school’s number one nerd. Firdaus wants to borrow my lens to England. What? I’m sorry Firdaus, the lens are too precious to be given just like that. I’m so truly sorry, my dad won’t let me lend it to you. Nevertheless, you can still use it in Malaysia.. WITH ME :D Haha, I know you’re stuck with me forever. And no, you can’t use my lens whenever I’m not with you. So note that shall we? Goodbye. Loves, Shanaa.

HAHAHA

2010-02-08T14:55:00.002+08:00

I feel much much much better :) The gays at school made me LOL. Hariz did his crap things, Nazhif finally comes to school today after a week suffering from chicken pocks and Azrul did his face, he was HILARIOUS. Fee and I laughed like there's no tomorrow, seriously. I'm not really depressed no more. I'm going to Subang Parade today with my mum. So Imma release my tension there. And lets scream:

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYEEN QISTINA"

it is the end of the world

2010-02-07T19:45:00.005+08:00

Just updating to warn you that

I'M DEPRESSED, FED-UP, LIFELESS, MISERABLE AND PATHETIC

I'm sick and tired of dramas. Trying to get rid of the D word this year but it keeps on following me, just like the DiGi yellow monster keeps singing "I will follow you.." I need a joker to make me laugh. Hmph, goodbye loves. Will update if I feel better (which I won't)

so tired and slow

2010-02-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

Hi Hello. I went to SACC Mall yesterday and guess what? There’s this one decent dress and I’m planning to buy but it was too expensive, RM125. Hey, I can get that dress for RM30 at blog-shops. Ate at Nando’s (FINALLY). I woke up this morning feeling sick. I’m beginning to have sore throat and coughs. Urgh I hate sick days. And so I didn’t go to school today, but honestly I want to. Idk why I don’t like to skip schools. I wonder if the doctors and nurses are here today. I wonder if anyone cried because of the pain of the TETANUS injection hmm.

I’ll probably go out tomorrow to find my dress which I want so badly. Heesh this dress issue won’t end -.- I’m looking forward to go to Auntie Nik’s house because Haziq has both of Rock Band and Guitar Hero. Only god knows how I envy him. I was joking with my dad just now about Volkswagen Beetle and.. he said I am too undersized to ride Beetle which is so not true -_- I’ve to say my dream car is Bugatti Veyron, wow I dream big HAHA. Dream on Shanaa, you won’t get a car as expensive like that. But hey who knows?

Despite being so ill now, I can still dream about a car? Wattafak. My sore throat is getting worse. Zecuf Lozenges isn’t helping at all. I need to treat my throat by using traditional way I guess, by eating ice cream :D yeah that would work :) Till then, tell me get well soon.

"GET WELL SOON, SHANAA"

DRESSSSS

2010-02-04T14:33:00.005+08:00

I need of these. To any owner of blog-shops, please notify me on the tagboard if you have something like these. Thanks a lot. And btw, I need it before 10th Feb, so please do notify me ASAP. It would be better if its knee length with sleeve, and multi-colored floral dress because of some particular reasons. The first dress is the top priority so if you have something similar to that dress, I'm begging you to tell me. Many thanks :)

dead beat of twaddle

2010-02-03T22:41:00.001+08:00

Greetings! I’m seriously over eager as there’s 10 days left to you-know-what. I’m desperately in need of dress. And shoe, and clutch. Hey, I’m a girl. I got to do what a girl got to do. So, I’m thinking of this one floral dress from Lipsy. But urgh, idk. Anyways, I’m so freaked out because tomorrow, the form threes will be injected by those nasty doctors and nurses. Bloody shit -.-

Nevertheless, I must go to school tomorrow because Adlin is bringing her floral dress which I will probably buy it from her. I went to tuition today, it was typical. And yes, I am still pissed of with ~~censored~~ *yawning I’ve got to go to bed now. I’m so exhausted, till then :)

OMG

2010-02-02T17:19:00.005+08:00

I'm grinning from ear to ear because

screams "I AM GOING TO THE KONSERT SATU SUARA THIS 13TH FEBRUARY" omg omg omg

Enormous thanks goes to my dad, I love you daddy *hearts

lets blow kisses

2010-02-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

Bahaha, pity The Gunners :P Manchester United won, yeah! And omg, Park Ji Sung and Nani scored! Anyways, I slept at 5pm and woke up at 10pm -_- The minute my dad woke me up, I thought it was already like 6am and ready to go to school, hilarious I know, lol. Woke up at 10, took my shower and went to Makbul. I ate at 10pm, very late dinner. Then dad brought me to BR as it was 31st and I bought Hokey Pokey YUMMMY.

Fee came to my house at 3.30pm to bake chocolate fudge. It was miserable at first but we manage to pull it all together :D It was surprisingly scrumptious. And its pretty good for a beginner lol. Surf the internet and planned to book the ticket for Konsert Satu Suara at IB this 13th, but the ticket was fully booked. My dad is going to IB tomorrow to buy the tickets and lets just cross fingers shall we?

And jyeah, I went to school today. School was typical but Hariz was extra maddening. And I went to tuition just now. I had a really rough time and seriously was pissed off with someone. I still am FYI. Anyways, this blog isn’t suppose to be filled with madness, so lets just close the topic about pissed off and something like that.
Now, I’m just putting all my hopes to my dearest dad to buy me the ticket. Wish me luck. Xoxo